Burns

Stumbled upon a song yesterday..
 "Burns" by Youtube Singer --Jason Chen

Although it may not apply to me in a BG relationship...
But it applies into my friendship relations...
Someone once told me...
Whenever you do something to hurt somebody...
Its like hitting a nail into the wall...
Even if you remove the nail...
The wall will be broken...
Bit by Bit until one day it tumbles...

Funny thing is ...
Our mind is like a search engine...
Whenever you see that person...
It automatically runs a search and let you on the "Related Results"...
When you start getting mad...
It  piles up all the pain and hurt inflicted by the person...
No matter how long has it been...
How long since you've forgiven that person...
Once He or She does it again...
All of em just pops out like it happened yesterday...
And it burns and it burns and it burns......

Cause everytime I think about you...
I think about pain...
I remember every single words you said...
Like De ja Vu...
And Now ...
That's all I think about when I think about you...
I guess you've moved on...
I wish that I've done the same ....
but I'm still black and blue...
Just can't forget that day...

Yea...
It burns...
Think carefully when you mess with someone...


Toodles~~

Getting Started

Woke up extra early today...
Found out that nobody's awake ...
Just me...
So kinda decided to write the first post on my newborn blog...
Honestly, I have no idea what to do with it...
Well, who cares? Might as well start writing...

Was living an easy life few years ago...
And it all started changing...
Life ain't easy..
You might think you know what's there , thinking
Oh, I know...Life's hard...just like everybody said...." ...
But when you get there its..
" Wow.. i didn't expect this"

Totally out of the blue...
I had some difficult times that I never experienced before...
Just getting started in life and all I see are obstacles...
Tough Choices...
Hard Decisions...
Sacrifices...
And I got a feeling that this is just a small morsel of whats waiting for me in the future...

Back to whe we were all kids...
Everyone seems so sincere and kind...
As times pass...
Even the unicorn looks like nightmare...
Everyone is wearing masks...
Covering up their own dark sides...
Well, I got to admit I was one of them...
Until recently...
I saw a friend that put on a mask ...
Too long...Too long....
That when he tried to get it off...
It was too late...
He already looked like the mask...
Get what I mean?

I told myself ever since..
Why should I care?
I'll be myself.
You like it ...
We're friends...
Don't like it?
BEAT IT...
Well of course I'm not that arrogant..
I still spend time tracing back to what I did...
Improve myself bit by bit...

Well...atleast I hope I can...
Wish me Luck!


Toodles~~